When I was about 25 had been in a man made desert. I wanted God, but it didn’t seem realistic to get out of where I was.
For about 6 months I prayed a prayer. “God help me.” I would go to church and just sit on the ground up against the wall hoping that the worship would soften my heart.
One Sunday night, I was planning on going to church with my roommates. I was dressed and ready to go, when I thought to myself that, “I know God is at church, but I can’t tell if He is coming for them or for me.” I decided to stay home and worship him and if He came I knew it was for me.
This was the start of 6 months closeness to Him. While this was happening I saw an algebraic formula in my mind.
I was completely ignorant of the meaning of it, so I asked God what it meant.
He said this is how most Christians live. Its the formula of man. Its the carnal mind. This formula is built to continually test God and leave you wandering in the wilderness never able to come into the promises of God.
This was the formula Israel walked in the wilderness.
Numbers 14:22 …and have put Me to the test now these ten times.
Psalms 78:18 And they tested God in their heart…
Psalms 78:56 Yet they tested and provoked the Most High God…
Psalms 95:9-10 When your fathers tested Me; They tried Me though they saw My work.
Psalms 106:13-14 They soon forgot His works; They did not wait for His counsel, But lusted exceedingly in the wilderness, And tested God in the desert.
Jesus was tested too many times to list.
God said to me, “Eddie, you have to change this formula or you will never be able to walk in the Promises.” A double minded man is unstable in all his ways. You have to have a foundation to build on. The questioning of the foundation, will never allow you to invest all that you have, for fear that the foundation is actually unstable and all that you invested may be lost.
“Eddie, the formula is supposed to be this.”
“I am not a variable. I do not change. I am the same. I am constant, faithful, immovable, the Chief Cornerstone. That all things are to be built on.”
The first formula that you saw x+2=g, this makes Me a variable. x is actually the true variable, but you have made Me g also a variable, two variables creates a ship tossed back and forth, this creates double mindedness and will not allow you to receive from Me. I don’t bow to your doctrines, circumstances, beliefs, when you allow your life’s events to change Me with this formula then I am constantly changing and requiring a constant testing, and you change the image of the incorruptible, unchanging God to a corruptible and man made image.
The second formula is fully God plus you. This is what allows you to obtain the promises. This forces the kingdoms of the world to bow and conform themselves to the Kingdom of our God.
If I am G, and will not change, then your environment has to change and it becomes the variable, it becomes moveable. Even a mountain would submit and be cast into the sea. Crooked places would be made straight.
How long will we waver against two opinions? -Elijah
We have to stop the testing of the Lord. We should be testing all things to see what needs to change / submit / or be moved to make the formula of God be made true on this earth.
We say “Yes Lord.”